Hello Kouryuu,

I'm glad you're having the kind of weather that makes you happy. You know, all the snow slowly melts away and uncovers the dirt and mess around. Well, that's maybe something I like about snow. It hides the gray, dark city I live in and makes it look clean.

I feel the same while it's raining here. When everyone is inside of the house, I'm walking along the river's bank, enjoying the falling rain. For the same reason you wrote. It just lets you think and believe everything is fine. It's somehow liberating. At least at the moment.
Hope you'll not be sick, it's quite big price for a while of peace.

Anyway, I've uploaded the new revision. Actually, it's very close to the rain topic, heh.
You can take a look here.

Well, be happy and see ya later.

Have you ever believe
in something that you know will never come true
that you fought for it
and now it pushes you away?
i feel so lonely

Hello my friend.

Today there was so much of mist that I barely saw something. Don't know why is this weather every time I travel somewhere, making an icicle out of myself while sitting in the trembling thing someone calls bus. Maybe I'm just lucky.

Anyway, you know what I'm gonna say. Yes, thank you was that. Thanks for the comment, I've fixed it tonight. Very adventurous. When I was almost done, the screen suddenly turned black and everything disappeared.
Of course I haven't saved it. Some horrible moments of staring followed, then a few attempts with keyboard causing agonizing nothing. Fortunately my PC gave it back after some time. Why is he doing this to me? Hey, I was really scared. I thought there is something burnt inside.

And Hojo? Um, not everyone looks like a bison hybridized with a horse while laughing.
It was a good job from our Hojo. And if you compare him with his son, who's the insane here?

However, I'm gonna go. I really need sleep, at least this night.
See ya later.

Heyda Kouryuu,

I'm happy you've finished the hard work. And how are ya then? Satisfied and tired?

I asked about the spring mainly because I'm a spring lover. Spring in my country is not so rainy and cold, it's sunny and warm. I love the time snow melts away and the ground smells so delightfully. I can't describe the fragrance. But it's like awakening of the nature, hope you can imagine it. Autumn smells in the opposite way, I also like this season, though it makes me nostalgic. But that's just something autumn does.

Well, if you wanna see my new walls, I would be happy too.
Think I'm obsessed with Final Fantasy again.
This one is already submitted, hope you'll like it. Well, I was again very creative. (*laugh*)
And here is the wall that needs your help. This time it's the guy we both like from AC.
I'm planning to remove the swirls, but I would be grateful for some suggestion.

And in the end, I wanna share something absolutely crazy with you. I was browsing YouTube and found an incredible vid. Firstly I was just stunned, but then I couldn't stop laughing. You'll see. (_/)..
Sorry if it's too much insane for you:))

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See ya soon, my friend.

So then hello Kouryuu, (this time with a direct permission)

hope you're doing well. I'm better now, a bit. I was quite OK last week so I was going out, in the cold and snowing instead of being at home, beside my heater.
Then I was just watching the numbers on my thermometer with widened eyes.
I'm always the same.

Still autumn? Huh, I would love to have autumn, I so dislike winter.
However, what is your winter like? I believe you've written it's raining and cold. It sounds weird to me, winter and no snow. Then how looks your spring? Raining again, but not so much of cold?

I watched the trailer, seems interesting. Yes, the girl is fantastic. So bad the vid wasn't in good quality, but still she was really looking more than well.
I was wondering why the two titles for FF13, hope I'll know soon.

I'm somehow tired today, my vision is getting blurred despite my urgent blinking, so I'll rather quit that.

Hope I'll see ya soon and take care.

( T_T)
i look just like this

not so good

Kouryuu, Kouryuu...wait...
Oh yes, I do remember you!
Was wondering if you're all right. I've almost seen you fainted in all the papers.
And how am I? Huh, not so bad. But that's maybe caused by the pills I've taken. (*Giving you a groggy smile*)

You've finished FFVII? And how do you feel?

I know Squall, as the main protagonist of FFVi. But that's all I know about that game. And yes, the opening was fantastic. I believe you've seen this already, but I love the trailer so much!

Finally I have Vista. Well, firstly I was excited, then not much when the PC was restarting itself with no reason all over again, then I was again excited when it stopped and now it depends on his behavior. For example I'm excited right now. It's beautiful.
But I need a better RAM, you know.

Well, I'm gonna go now, to make a cup of tea and bring another paper tissue pack. Yep, still flu. It's my stupidity that I haven't stayed in my bed but was acting like nothing is happening.

Good luck Kouryuu, as always. Actually, may I call you Kouryuu? Think I like your name

Later

*yeay*
how are u?

I have such a quick reply this time. Well, hope you're not still sitting in front of your screen but you're just sleeping in your bed while I'm writing this message.
You now, when I read about the torture and burning eyes, I experienced the same some time ago, making an essay with the same length. I was actually in a pair with some one, but seemed I was the working one and she was the "nothing doing" one. (Oh, since that I hate Shakespeare so much! I wanted to give a different name to my cat I call Macbeth)
Huh, I believe I've corrected the last message somehow, because I was again so goddamned long, but if you don't mind...Do you?
No, I'm not usual so chatty, not here and not in the real world. You must have some special power (*laughing*)
Well, you're invited into my little country, come any time you want. It's one big place for lying on the grass with arms behind your head.
I remember, this summer was something like "stars fall" And fortunately I was right at my old home. I was staring at the night sky for hours and really, the stars kept falling above my head. So many wishes I could have (I don't know if this is a common habit, to wish something when a star is falling, but we do that)

I also have a song in my journal, it's again something not so happy and cheerful, just like me. And I think I'll look for your song, pretty interesting.

I feel my morose mood has extended. Think it's connected with the flu I still have and it's getting better and better. So that means I look like hell and speak like Vin Diesel with nails in his throat. I'm afraid I almost forgot how to speak since now I'm just nodding with my head or waving in the way: "Yes, yes, just leave me alone"

I was right, I thought the happy one is Cloud. I've made his wall from nostalgia, he looked so different in the game, don't you think? And Kadaj? I loved that guy, he was really a piece of Seph. Oh, but Loz was...OK, he was not my favorite, definitely not. Also Marlene could be just in the prologue.

I must go now, some stuff needs me again.

Thanks for making me so chatty.

Pozdeji. (Do you know? That's how I say "later" in my language. How do you like it? Just a few languages are so strange and funny and so hard to learn as mine, since we have some letters even I have troubles to spell.)

I understand, no need to worry. I'm pretty busy too, and morose for some unknown reason. Huh, but I'm like that. Maybe you know the state you're annoyed for no reason, but can't change it.

Living in a village? Well, firstly I'm used to. Or I was. So, I don't feel much of the difference. And that's true you make few steps, or you can run and suddenly, there is no one around but you. I loved those times. I was much more outside than at home, walking my long trips somewhere and anywhere, just breathing in the smell of the earth and thinking about nothing and everything.
Then you sit down on the river's bank and watch peacefully the water, wind is touching your hair and face, sounding slightly like a whisper.

(Such an experienced girl I am)

I'm sure you would love it too, since it seems we share similar personalities. The freedom, the silence, you're alone but you don't mind it and no sound of cars and babbling people. Now, when I live in a city, I miss it. I'm still alone in the flat, but that's something else, you know. I use to stare out of my window at nights and have sad feelings I miss something.
Oh, but living in a village is also boring sometimes. Actually, I was always alone there, since I was the only kid in that age, you know.

(I'm getting even more pessimist, so I'll rather quit that)

Thank you for the comment, it was short but you've again found the main thing, I suppose. Strange how I sometimes make things complicated. (I've watched Final Fantasy versus Xi trailer and it's cool! So cool I've made a wall from a sreenshot.)
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I'm hoping you'll be fine and survive everything, since I would pretty miss you here, my friend. Good luck with the hard stuff.

See ya later.

PS: Just a question. Who's your favorite character from FFVII? I have a tip, but I can be wrong, so I'm curious who's the first of all.

B.

Oh God, my messages are so long!
Aren't you bored yet?
Firstly, greetings to another guy with flu. Seems our bodies share the same protests against cold.
The connection between you and Cloud is the reason why FFVII has become such a cultic game. It's not strange, not a bit. And Mario! I also played the game, heh I liked the little guy.
Raining is much better than snowing. I used to love going out in rain and catching raindrops on my tongue when I was a kid. I think I would like to do it even now, but I'm not a kid anymore.
Well, do you want to see the white hell? Take a look here:
Three days ago
Two days ago
Yesterday
The last one is the reason why I'm having the damn flu right now. Oh, and that's the village I had my break in. That's my old home, all the pictures are taken from a place just few metres from our house.

Hope you're feeling better know, friend with flu. I know pretty well at this moment what is it like.

And there
is a surprise for you. I've made a Cloud Strife wall. Let me know what do you think.

Take care, Kouryuu and see ya later.

So bad. You should watch it. The anime is one of the best, you know. And it's long.
(I don't know, but I like much more movies than serials.)
My feelings about Aerith's death? Well, I was surprised. I really didn't expect she could die - Cloud's love interest. But I wasn't sad. Aerith isn't my favorite character, maybe she's too sweet and as you already know, I don't like sweetness. (Did you like her or am I weird?)
At least it was Seph's aim and I have always been a fan of Seph.

So, you seem to be pretty busy with the games. Let me know your first game ever.
I would love to know. Because I'm gonna tell you which one was the first for me. Well, you'll laugh but it was nothing else than Wolf 3D. Have you ever played it? I remember all the main antagonists, even their howl. It was so funny, Adolf all around, guys walking still in the same place with heads in a wall.

Well, as I was describing the beauty of snow, now the better phrase is "white hell"
Imagine strong wind, which carries snowflakes right into your face, your fingers are frozen and you can barely walk in the slippy stuff. That was what I experienced a while ago. And I'm still shaking. I looked like a madman with my hair flying around my body, snow in eyes and blue fingers. Fortunately we managed to dig up our car, which was sunken after this night. So, I have flu right now. Heh, I know my body just doesn't like winter and cold and I've been expecting that the flu's coming.

BTW, this is the lost wall, submitted.

Gonna go to bed, need to sleep. (Sorry for possible mistakes, my eyes are closing involuntarily)
So, take care my friend and see ya later.

I think we should be friends, dude. I like your style, and hopefully, I think we can get into good discussions in the future... bitch

Well, my mother had a boyfriend, who was much younger than she, so he was closer to me. Once he forced me to watch Ninja Scroll with him. I'm glad he's done it. Ninja Scroll was my first anime ever. Heh, I remember how fascinated I was, asking myself: "What is that? Why the guy has a hive inside of his back? How is possible the old man Dakuan is able to change himself into a tree?"
You know, I have never seen something like that before.
BTW, have you seen it? Great movie.

That's how it started. And the only anime fan I know is me, even mum's ex-boyfriend seems to be not interested in it anymore.

However, what's your story? Since there, in my country, is anime almost unknown and the only serials here were Pokemon with Digimon (Oh God, why?), I suppose you've watched something on television.

One last thing. When I woke up today, everything was white. Absolutely white. The winter has come this night. I was outside in the morning, the snow is perfectly clean and it even smells in some special way, don't know if you're able to imagine it. It's like the smell of ice. But it's beautiful, that's for sure. I'm at my real, old home this weekend and that's a village, so nature is all around.
Heh, can show you a photo I took this morning. Was so excited I went out just for taking pictures.

And it's still snowing outside.

Sorry for being so long this time, don't read it if it's boring. Just seems I had a lot to say today.

Later, Kouryuu.